That is it. It is broken and it will never be fixed.
I don’t want to hear shit about “Oh, it will get better.” from anyone.
I know it will heal with time, but it will NEVER be anything but broken. We are just going to accept this as part of our lives at some point and go from there. It will still be broken, somewhere underneath the healthy veneer. A scar that will be there until the day the last one of us dies.
Sorry this wasn’t cheerful or entertaining, but that is just not where find myself. Go look at porn or something…